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But what touches me the most is how you’ve always rallied around me, even when you were too young to fully understand. Living with arthrogryposis and FMF hasn’t been easy. Maybe as little boys you wondered why Mommy seemed different or was sick more often. But you were never embarrassed by me. Never ashamed. You’ve seen me for who I am, not what I struggle with. And now, as you’ve grown, you stand by me with strength, respect, and so much love. You are my strength.

Coco — my beautiful stepson — losing you to testicular cancer was one of the hardest, most heartbreaking moments of our lives. We were just starting to truly bond, and I adored you. Your spirit, your heart — it was something special. I miss you deeply, every single day. We carry your light with us always.

And Enrique — what a journey. From the little three-year-old boy I first met, to the college graduate you’ve become — watching you grow has been one of my greatest joys. I’m so proud of you, and I love you more than you know.

Michael, you are my biggest cheerleader—and Jacob, you are too. Even when things are rough, we always stick together. You’re my world. My family. I would never be able to do all of this without you.

To all my boys — thank you for being my life, my love, my reason, and my anchor. 💙

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